Something Bigger than Me

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos, but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something Heavenly

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos, but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life, something Heavenly

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos, but now I can see
This is something bigger than me
Larger than life, something Heavenly
Something Heavenly
~ Sanctus Real, "Whatever You're Doing (Something Heavenly)"

If we truly believe in God's sovereignty, we know that even the difficult times, even the heartaches are for His glory. Whether He is simply chipping away more of the rough edges or preparing us for some other earthly good. . . He is ultimately doing something heavenly, something glorious. We think we see so clearly what we want and how it is to be attained, but He IS the big picture. He does not just see the big picture, He IS the big picture.
So, I am thankful for what He is doing, whatever it is. Even though at times it feels like chaos. In perspective, if I can trust Him for my salvation, about which the Bible has a lot to say, I can certainly trust Him in all other aspects of life. He is my Hope, He is my Joy. I can trust Him to lead in this. I never thought He would lead me to this again, but here it is, and I can see His hand.
So, I choose to trust God. I choose to believe that His way is better than mine. I choose to believe that He is in complete control of my life, and I will surrender.